It's Our Burden To Bleed

sometimes i feel that the world is against me. everything goes wrong at the same time. today seems to be a prime example of that.


i just finished my lit and i realise that by this week i have to do 2 maths tutorial worksheets done by monday, rewrite my chinese compo cos i failed and i want to get a better score and 2 history tutorial outlines. pfft as if 1 wasnt hard enough already now i gotta do 2. thanks cj! thanks alot for nothing.

then rafa benitez tries to be a smart ass and play paletta and insua in defence today. totally threw the entire team off balance. but i guess we're aiming for the semi finals this week so we had to give stevie, jamie, pepe all a rest. but sigh. i'll face another day of endless taunting from manure fans about how they can overcome a 2-0 deficit and we can't.

i'm just gonna launch into a slightly desperate sounding little rant but yea..if you, the reader who you might be, doesnt get it then all the better..cos i dun think anyone really know whats going on.


i'm really just...confused. about everything. studies. you. i'm totally gone in my studies and i believe that i'll get retained. the prospect of it looms large.

about you.. so much can be said. but i'm really unclear over everything now. its quite hard knowing nothing's possible but yet i just can't let go. . i'm just...really really confused. this really shouldnt be the time for all this..but yet, i've been sucked into the whole need for companionship again. and to think i was doing so well.

how did this even start? i cant even remember..

perhaps..it's best i stop. for the sake of my sanity.i really cant do anything anymore. all that i've done and all i'm doing is trying to help.. even if it doesn't go down well for me..



now as i reach this turning point
i realise my fears and dreams
were nothing but truth and lies
there's nothing i can do
but wait and see it through

ok im done being emo and despo sounding. thank you for putting up with that if anyone does even read this blog. i dun think i've ever been this way in quite awhile now. not since an an..

and thats another story.but no mention of an an now..its meant to have all been left behind at my old blog.so yea..

in the immortal words of isaac lim

Be positive.
Do it well and you'll have a story to tell.



cheerios.