thanks for the memories
urghhh this week has been horrible in so many ways.
liverpool losing to chelsea in the semis,man u winning,the heavy rain,the laziness in me,the poor results i got for my assignment,having to relive the horrors of hillsborough through articles and seeing the players all rmb that day and the ugly way that scum piece of a tabloid,steve heighway's announcement of his retirement
but there were good things this week.
my PW grp, lit work scores, liverpool's Youth Team doing the team proud by retaining the FA Youth Cup,getting some parts of my CIP hours for NYAA completed,spending time with my classmates,watching prison break with nat,terence,seekei and tiff at tiff's hse
sigh..this week has not been a good week. a few more weeks to mid years and im totally unprepared.did i make a right choice coming to cj?the stress and workload is really killing me. i'm getting less and less sleep as the exams inevitably come..help...
there's just so much shit these days..it's really hard to take everything in stride and do my best in everything. i really want to do well in my studies but sometimes i feel that i really cannot take it. but i dun want to let my parents and sister down. they were so proud when i did rather well for my Os and managed to get into cj. although they say they accept whatever decision i make in terms of my studies when i had to decide my path, i know my dad wanted me to go to a jc.
my personal life has also taken a step back since i got into cj. during the time when i had a stint with the soccer team, my social life was seriously....zero. i was always in training of heading off to support the team in friendly matches leading up to the A div.
but everything has an upside right? coming to cj let me to know some really good friends and people. i love my class...really.we rock. 1t05 is like...super nice. and soccer has led to make more new friends.
everything's just coming to a head now...i'm just...tired.really really tired of everything.i'm sorry if this post is damn emo or whatever...just...really needed to get things off my chest.
im out.
liverpool losing to chelsea in the semis,man u winning,the heavy rain,the laziness in me,the poor results i got for my assignment,having to relive the horrors of hillsborough through articles and seeing the players all rmb that day and the ugly way that scum piece of a tabloid,steve heighway's announcement of his retirement
but there were good things this week.
my PW grp, lit work scores, liverpool's Youth Team doing the team proud by retaining the FA Youth Cup,getting some parts of my CIP hours for NYAA completed,spending time with my classmates,watching prison break with nat,terence,seekei and tiff at tiff's hse
sigh..this week has not been a good week. a few more weeks to mid years and im totally unprepared.did i make a right choice coming to cj?the stress and workload is really killing me. i'm getting less and less sleep as the exams inevitably come..help...
there's just so much shit these days..it's really hard to take everything in stride and do my best in everything. i really want to do well in my studies but sometimes i feel that i really cannot take it. but i dun want to let my parents and sister down. they were so proud when i did rather well for my Os and managed to get into cj. although they say they accept whatever decision i make in terms of my studies when i had to decide my path, i know my dad wanted me to go to a jc.
my personal life has also taken a step back since i got into cj. during the time when i had a stint with the soccer team, my social life was seriously....zero. i was always in training of heading off to support the team in friendly matches leading up to the A div.
but everything has an upside right? coming to cj let me to know some really good friends and people. i love my class...really.we rock. 1t05 is like...super nice. and soccer has led to make more new friends.
everything's just coming to a head now...i'm just...tired.really really tired of everything.i'm sorry if this post is damn emo or whatever...just...really needed to get things off my chest.
im out.
posted by Cedric Tan at
12:16 AM
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